I AM READY!

tomorrow is my match alr... HOW?
what if i miss a goal?
what if i solo again?
what if i don gt my goal?
what if i mis-pass?
what if we don win?
what if we don play the way we use too?

how i wish u would be there for me..
u were the one that started this interest in me SOCCER
and ironically u were the one that stopped me from going further when i could do so in primary sch
i was so disappointed. i remembered i cried and cried hoping u will let me play soccer again
but NO. when i was young ppl told me that i could go far in soccer and when i told u, u just didnt reply.
u gave me this name after a great soccer player. i know u want me to play like him. then why did u stop me from playing?
WHY?! now time cant be rewind.. how i wish u just let me cont to train under my coach when i was young. then now things would be so much different
the moment when i won my first trophy, i thought of u. the joy that u will share with me. u would be there for me whenever i played. encouraging me.
those times we spent playing tgt wont be forgotten by me, i wonder if u have forgotten abt it...
How i wish we could still play soccer tgt like before.
I asked you if u could turn up for my match tmr.. u rejected.. at that moment i was utterly disappointed and sad, cos i hoped that u would be there to witness me playing in the sport that u and me enjoyed..
Now i am left all by myself...
Dad~ i really wish that u will turn up tmr..