A Painful April Fool's Joke.

Though it is not April's Fool yet but it has came early on me.
This joke that God played on me was too much for me to handle.
I never felt this way before.
Its the first time.
As painful as it is, I must learn to accept it.
It was never my intention to hurt you,
So I chose to leave.
Its not gonna be easy.
I know, but it is a must.
Thanks for everything.
I am glad to have known you for this moment in my life...

Passion..

this post shall be abt Passion. well if u ppl know me. My passion is in sports definitely.. NO doubts. However i only like Soccer and Badminton. Speaking of Badminton, i haven't touch my rackets since 1 month.. A long long time.. I shall resume to my usual activities.. Badminton all day long, everyday, every time.I miss those days. Nothing else only Badminton in my life.. The courts, the shuttles and the people i play with. The most pleasant sound to me is the sound of the shuttle when u hit it..My favorite place to go was the sports hall.YES, the sports hall. I was so crazy abt Badminton till i neglect my studies and only wanting to play it everyday. Even when it was the O level period, my mind was on Badminton and me training hard to get into the YOG. After my O's i immediately went back to the court.. I still remember how happy i was. I then called one of my Coach telling him that i have finish my O's alr and wanted to train full-time. He replied that it was too late alr.. I should have cont training with him when i was still in Sec 2, but my parents took me out cos i needed to focus on my studies. I was disappointed.. Later on i got to know of a China coach thru my friend's father... Though he only gives lesson in Yishun, i still went there despite the distance. I got up early in the morning just to get ready and left my house. And only returned in the late afternoon. To many people this may sound crazy, but to me not at all... However now i haven't hear from this China coach, maybe he went back to China alr.. Sighs. I wouldn't have ended up as what i am today, if i had study harder and convince my parents to let me cont playing Badminton. Nevertheless i want to thank them for supporting me, given that i was so lousy in my studies.

Now i am caught in the middle, should i join soccer or badminton when i enter poly? Probably i can't even get into anyone of them. Maybe i should consider another CCA? Still too early to decide. Going to poly is a huge difference. No more hair issues, no uniforms, no fixed sch time, etc... Thinking of it, it maybe a Bad and a Good thing. Depends on how u look at it... But the purpose of going there is simple, which is EDUCATION.

Never Say Goodbye

well. i made lots of friends yesterday in History Makers. it is a church but they invited me, xiang, des and wilson there. We played games and then they started to pray and sing.. It was a rather nice experience for me. After that we had free ice creams where we started to linger around. I got to know Benn, Dennis and many other cool guys and girls there. Benn and I hit off very well as we love badminton. We started to discuss abt badminton stuff and we have plenty to share.. Finally i found someone that love badminton as much as i do. After that we headed off to TPY to eat dinner before heading home.

for today.. i basically rot at home. then went out with family. now my hair is so freaking short as i went for a cut instead for a usual trim... then went to SimLim to check out the laptops.. 3 more days to my orientation.. hope it will be a fun one and also to know more friends.

is it getting one sided? i was serious when i told you what i was doing. a joke? i guess not. all along what u told me was a joke. therefore JOKE OF THE DAY: STUART YEO

ONLY LOVE

2am and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HHR22GcksJY&feature=related<--- link for the song :D all i can hope is that everything will stay as what is it now. i don want to change anything. not now. not in the future. knowing u is the best thing that has happen so far.. please be patient with the blanks i left u with. u can be sure that i will tell u one day. soon..
is that song dedicated to me???

ONE MORE DAY!!!

Hey!!! Tomorrow i am going to play my second match for BONITO!!!
Well all i can hope is for a WIN, to play flowing football,and also to show them that we can beat them
LASTLY, for me to play properly,pass well,and score my first goal for BONITO!


To you,

the feeling that u tried to explain is the same feeling i am showing towards you. No matter what one day i will leave you, so accept it

From me

MALAYSIA!!!

HELLO i am back...haha.
sorry to those ppl whom i am suppose to go to sentosa with but never did... SORRY! instead i went to JB!i went with my cousins, god-mum and uncle.. pratically we went there to shop and shop and to eat as well..i enjoyed myself.
so fast abt one month have passed.. this coming sunday is our friendly match with Team Orange.
the last match we played with them, it ended up in a draw 2-2. hope this time round it will a be a BONITO victory. Hopefully i will get my first ever goal for them as well. :D
My work also ended alr. earned abt 600 dollars :D haha
i made a lot of new friends also... i also learnt that being in the service industry is not a easy one. Lots of Toleration is required when u get ill-tempered customers.. well it a good learning experience..
As days passed, it means my school is starting soon. Will i get to know friends like the bunch of friends i having now? All i can do is pray.. To my this bunch of friends, i will never ever forget u all. U have definitely added colour in to my life. Understand that i cant always go out of the house. And most importantly be there when i needed u all.. THANKS!

And to YOU! yes YOU! sorry for bluffing you. don cry alr k? i bluff one.. not real. when i need to leave i will....

kinder bueno!!!!

:D kampong girl touched right???? HAHA

hey people. sorry for the lack of updates.. life has been rather relaxing. going out with friends, playing soccer or just staying at home playing com.. However i am WORKING soon!!! YEAH! my first job.. I will be working at IT fair selling Apple products.. So do drop by whenever possible.. :D
i am still working hard on my soccer skills. I would like to thank my manager and teammates in coaching me and teaching me... Making me a better player day by day.
Today went for soccer in the morning with the usual people.. Played till abt 2 plus before heading to MACS with Boon, NC and Des. Brando, Hanliang and Georgina was there alr.. Georgina's mum was there also.. Georgina's mum remembers me cos of my small eyes.. LOL! then went home to bath and change before heading to E-HUB with Des to collect his pay. Played arcade and pool.. hehe my pool skills improving!!! Later on Boon, Hanliang, NC and Brando came. NC went to buy his skateboard and i followed him.. While buying we played with this cute little child.. haha super cute! We carry on to arcade before heading to BK to eat.. ShiYing came and i left soon with NC. sorry guys i left early again :(


the moments spent with u were priceless....